uh, i dont know why i havent moved onto facebook yet....

okay. so i've decided i can't go around having meaningless sex with women anymore. I really just want a comfortable relationship because I am getting too old to deal with the drama of women coming and going. I can't believe I've already been married . ehhh ( Read more... )

i've always considered myself a loner
but i was side tracked for awhile

i'm single
and i'm alone
80% of the time.
I work
and i come home.

I need my excitement back. I need my life back. I need to travel.

July, 2010. I will be gone. Let's backpack this entire world.

if you have the guts to say yes
i'll be at your side the entire way.

my day(everyday)

-wake up, 7am.
-work by 8am
-take 2 xanax at 12(lunchtime)
-off work at 4pm
-drop by and pickup a 12 pack of Budweiser
-pop 2 more xanax
-play pool for a few hours
-thursday I bowl
-come home, write a couple of hours each night
-plan out areas to shoot film / photographs
-paint, or attempt to paint. my mind has been dry.

what a

xanax has become my only means of escape.

It feels like years since I've made something of substance ( Read more... )

im really suprised i havent gotten into more legal trouble til now ( Read more... )

im usually not one for republicans, but i have to say

we are going straight to hell if obama is elected.

cya

I just miss you.

everything is perfect

dont get online anymore but im doing great and i hope you are too.

xoj

desiree had sex with her best friends husband last night.
and she called to tell me that she thinks she might be pregnant.

i feel so disgusted.