it got sent out today. woohoo! i cant wait. so happy. i wanna dance and dance. im going to tampa this weekend. most likely heidi is coming. yea. if it gets here before saturday morning when we leave then its going to be the best ride up there ever!!! so pumped. oh yea. oh yea. but i doubt its gonna get here by friday. it was sent out 2day... ( Read more... )

i just won the BEST item off of ebay EVER. im so happy and i cant wait till i get it in the mail. THANK god its not comeing from japan like my other one. it only has to travel from texas. when i get it ill take neato pictures of it with me and heidi. cuz heidi is SO going to watch it with me. ♥ so pumped.

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I do NOT love you.

LOOK AT ME! IM A HURRICANE AND I RUINED KBS DAY AND LIFE! BUT WAIT! I DECIDED TO BE STUPID AND HIT MIAMI INSTEAD OF WEST PALM SO NOW HER DAY WAS RUINED FOR NO REASON! HAHAHA. god i hate florida sometimes...

i got to smoke on friday and it felt gooooood. one bowl man. thats all it took. it was so insane. once im off probation its gonna kick so much ass. oh yea, i was at the mall friday and p.diddy was there. so i can kinda say i met him? even though i avoided the crowd as much as possible sine it made mel mel scared. oh and we were taking palm tran ( Read more... )

omgz party! haha. no. life is LAME but i rock so stfu. im going to smoke this weekend and u cant stop me motehr fucker. haha. god im stupid. bye

i dont want to be her friend anymore. the one person that probably cares about me the most i want out of my life. i want to end our friendship and go on with my life as if i never knew her. im not a terrible person. she is. she puts me through so much and i cant handle it. i dont know how to tell her seeing as i love her more than anything on this ( Read more... )

mmm heidi got rid of her lj... not that i care since we both use GJ more but w/e. i seem to be crying right now and you know what, im not stopping it. my aunt came over today with only 3 of my four remaining cousins and the only one that didnt come had to be the one i really wanted 2 talk 2. i asked her if i could go w/ her 2 miami 4 a night or so ( Read more... )

i feel... betrayed. im finding so many things out in such a short period of time i find myself wondering, are they really my friends?? what am i going to do now?? ... i just wish i could speak to him. for just a second. i pick up the phone start to dial, and then hang up. its really no point if i did manage to call. he wouldnt answer and he wouldnt ( Read more... )