i realize...that being female...especially being me...i am over emotional...

like up down, upsidedown...left right...WOAH...rollercoaster

lol...but i really want to thank those that care.

i am sorry. I am sorry for reacting so soon...and not thinking about it

that's where that rant came from but thanks

You're right I'm wrong...I'm sorry
I thought i knew everything...I'm sorry
I'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry

I thought everything was great...i'm sorry
For what ever it was that i did wrong...i'm sorry
I'm emotional...maybe too much...i'm sorry
I'm attracted to men...i'm sorry
I'm in a relationship..i'm sorry
WE ARE IN A RELATIONSHIP...i'm sorry

I cry...alot... ( Read more... )

i feel like the luckiest girl in the world

It has been a very long time since the last time i felt like this, since the last time i felt loved, comfortable, attractive, fun...anything along those lines ( Read more... )

Funny Story ( Read more... )

Well...to start...happy mother fucking turkey day everyone.

i am once again...so very confused and lost and just need answers...but i never get answers...ever

god i just want to talk to you...find out what we are...what we will be...this that and the other thing

when i'm with you nothing else in the world matters...ever...and i love that...

i want to ( Read more... )

I guess maybe i should start posting more than just when i'm angry...

this weekend..has been fun...

i'm in a good mood. i'm comfortable and liked. thin.

i've never felt so comfortable in someone elses clothes...i kinda want to keep them, or borrow them, but thats alright...

Some of the things you said to me...just made me feel like i was on top of the ( Read more... )

honestly its people like the ones that commented on my last entry that make my life...because i love them and always will...and i hardly see them but they are there for me...and i hope they know i'm there for them..

thank you

No one wants to hear me rant...or even read my rant. because its all i ever do. I complain. its like my job.

I'm shallow and rude. Judgemental. A bitch. In love. Lost. Confused. Depressed. I have anxiety. I need closure or maybe answers. I crave sex instead of comfort. I won't fulfill that craving. I thought i could handle this. I want a new job. i ( Read more... )

i want nothing more than to be with him

his imperfections make me smile
the noises he makes when he likes something make me giggle

i want him...i want to be with him...

i wont continue my thought...