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ditto, still. probably always.
bruh, i don't even know if any html will work on here, so i'll just copy-pasta the words from that one into this one, below here.
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finally received the check for the settlement. it was the largest check i've ever received - actually, the largest amount of money i've ever received at a single time. it caught me ( Read more... ) -
2024 et cetera et al
i don't know what much else to write these days. LJ was real cool back in the day, if anyone reading this remembers.
here's what i just updated on my profile:
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Update: November 19, 2024:
I'm 43 and no longer a student, nor a doctor, nor a licensed anything. I'm at least registered with my 200-hour yoga teacher ( Read more... ) -
yep
previous post: ditto. the empty space inside of me is there to stay.
my long-time therapist retired last month. bummed AF about that, but my psychiatrist and primary docs are the same. going to try continuing talk-therapy with the same doc who did my EMDR sessions. those were successful, and she is a pleasant lady. talking with her is going to ( Read more... ) -
words
my other social media posts are different than my journal entries. LJ has always been a good spot for that.
i don't have a lot of happy posts here anymore. this one isn't going to be, either, but at least i can write somewhat more unfiltered than in other places.
moved into my current place in november 2020. it's nice. i was going to have a ( Read more... ) -
october
i generally love this month, and it makes me sad to not have the energy to love it, despite its rapid -blip- of passing.
getting ready to move to a new space. maybe it'll be halloweenish decor over there until christmas, but i damn sure don't have the energy or (inclination, really to spend) the funds to make it look good.
maybe i'll stick with ( Read more... ) -
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well, that didn't work. :(
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Yesterday, for the first time since I can't remember when, someone made me blush. I don't know if that was their intent, as they are a new acquaintance, but it happened and was extremely pleasant (once my fluster calmed down ( Read more... ) -
side note
i bought a new bra today, from honey birdette, a fancy australian-based shop in utc. it's their "samantha" red bralette, and i have never worn anything so comfortable. it didn't need any break-in period, it fits perfectly, and makes me feel very feminine and sexy.
i wish i could show him.
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finally received the check for the settlement. it was the largest check i've ever received - actually, the largest amount of money i've ever received at a single time. it caught me off guard and put me into shock, even knowing ahead of time how much it would be for.
i started to tear up in front of the bank manager but managed to hold it together ( Read more... ) -
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this week has been very dark.
that's about all.