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I feel. I just FEEL. So much. And it's pulling me apart. I'm supposed to love my family. That's how I'm supposed to feel. And I do. I honestly do, when I look at myself, I really do love my family. But my favorite times when I'm at my house are when I'm home alone. When I have something to do. Because then there's no one yelling, there's no one ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm doing this really awesome program this summer: SEA Semester. Basically I'm spending four weeks in Woods Hold, MA learning maritime studies, nautical science, oceanography and picking a research project. I then get to spend four weeks sailing from Hawaii to San Francisco actually DOING my research project. The only glitch is that I REALLY DO ( Read more... ) -
maybe you're going to be the one that saves me
It's 2:30 in the morning, my room is a disaster from not having completely unpacked/deciding to get rid of a bunch of stuff from high school, I need to do laundry/pack for the next month away from home in Woods Hole, MA, and I am exhausted. Clearly what I should be doing right now is posting to livejournal. I just thought I would commentate on life ( Read more... ) -
Knowing me and knowing you.....
FRIEND IS COMING IN FIFTEEN DAYS! Me is so excited. Me wants fifteen days to be gone now, except that would be more of me wasting my life away waiting for something in the future so really I should anticipate friend coming and enjoy time I in now ( Read more... ) -
Mouthwash
Well I can't stop crying when I'm alone. I try to be with people all the time, try to do homework all the time, try to be in class all the time, try to be doing something ALL THE TIME, because if I'm not I just cry. Huge, gasping, moaning tears. And they're not for any particular reason. I'm sad when I'm crying, but besides that I'm pretty okay. Or ( Read more... ) -
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Mint Royale Blue
Well, so, I'm off to Kenyon tomorrow. Early in the morning--my flight leaves at 7:50 in the AM and then I'll get into Columbus at 12 and then wait around an hour or so for my friend Caroline to get in, because we're going to be driving back to Kenyon in my car together. Which begins my dilemna. Well, no, that's not really the beginning, that's just ( Read more... ) -
Oh Canada
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Listen to the Music
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORE ( Read more... ) -
A Kind of Magic
If you have absolutely no desire to hear me gush and complain, then by all means don't read
I'm going to CRY! In the little girl, emo kind of way. WAAAAAAAAH! Oh I've developed a crush on a boy. A wonderful, happy, faraway crush on a boy. He's the kind of boy who's so wonderful you wonder if he's gay. And I have a crush on him, a crush that ( Read more... )