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[retrobution]

You see the guy in the background on the left in my new user picture? That's be when I get older, I'm growing out my hair now, hahahaha. Gonna grow that long sideburn and beared and dye it black, along with my hair! Then I can be his double. \m/ Rock on~! MY TAPEWORM TELLS ME WHAT TO DO!

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[fadedandromeda]

You do that, and this is where I stop annoying, stop trying to contact you, stop trying to be friends with you or getting you back. I loved you, and still do and you just don't love me back. Glad you seem to be doing ok. I doubt that upsets you any, but you don't seem to care about any of my efforts.

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[retrobution]

It's not that "I don't love you back"... you know how much it hurts to have a part of me want to talk to you, but then another part of me tells me that if I do, we're just going to bring up old memories, and then I'll get depressed. Everytime I have tried talking to you, sooner or later it got back to when we were still going out, and you made me/make me feel guilty for leaving you. Maybe this is too much for you to do, but I wish we could just have a normal conversation, like friends, close friends but not boyfriend girlfriend thing, and not talk about how it used to be, because it hurts me, and I definately know it hurts you.

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[fadedandromeda]

We've had one or two conversations that didn't lead to it. Sorry I make you depressed, I don't try to, but most everything that happened between us happened when we were still together. ><; Sorry about the message too. :had to vent: You probably didn't read my lj. ;P