I miss him...I love him, and it pains me to read what's written in his lj. Stupid, I know, but in a single entry it seems he's complaining that nobody likes him...loves him, I do. It brings me to tears, he seems to want a hot girl, even though he's convinced me he doesn't. Apparently I'm just the idiot who hangs around boosting his self esteem 'til ( Read more... )

Should I continue chasing after one person? I'm so much in love with him...but I think he'd rather have somebody else. Somebody new, more exciting. I'm somebody he's already had, why would anybody want to go back? I've heard his picture has been spread around this one dream I go to, Furrabian Hospital, on Furcadia...It's really upset me, but who am ( Read more... )

:sighs: I miss Pat...not that anybody reads my journal to care anyways.

I decided to make this image just to annoy the hell out of people while they wait to load it. :)


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First off, I'd like to say, Valentine's Day officially sucks. :) Now, in English, we're studying poetry, kind of, and I wrote two poems. The first one is not at all my style and I really just...don't like it. I tried to put emotion behind it but I really just couldn't come up with anything in school. I'm dried of emotions. 'Til the second poem came ( Read more... )

I don't know, I'm having a really off day. ><; So enjoy my crappy poetry ( Read more... )

Valentine's day sucks, whether i'm with somebody or not. I know 5 people who have been dumped over the past week or so. And they seemed to have pretty good working relationships. oO; Pat, if you see this, I have to call you today or you call me, I really need to talk to you.

Today I was seriously scarred for life (and for whatever reason my keyboard isn't typing all the letters I push, so get over it)

There's this boy name Shane, and he hangs around after school with me and shit. He has a girlfriend, but that doesn't seem to matter to him, he still goes around and humps guys and girls. ><; Anyways, he's pretty much a ( Read more... )

I'm such a selfish bitch. I got what I deserved. There are so many things I want to apologize for, but I just can't find a way to do it that will work effectively. I think he misses me a little, but I could be wrong. I remember every poem he wrote me, they were all so sweet...I shouldn't have started to take advantage of what we had. Today in ( Read more... )

Well, as you know, I go to school. You may not know that there is this girl that always beats up on me. Well...nobody knows really. She constantly pushes me around, yet we're friends? I'm so fuckin' tired of it. Nobody knows what damage I can do, and I don't really feel like getting in trouble and shit for something that I never started. But yeah, ( Read more... )