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[retrogradeissue]

im a walking civil war. i just posted a whole entry about how im changing my life, and even while im doing it i have the most horrible anxiety. ive been clammy and shaking all day. i can breathe right, i cant think about anything. my heart is pounding, and even though i keep telling myself that it will all be ok, that it doesnt matter, i just cant

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[rufflesrenegade]

gahh this is totally my life.. except i don't actually know what i love. i love doing everything i can't normally do - like sleep, shop, eat out, go to the beach, hang out with friends, etc - except i don't know if i actually like doing those things, or i just like them because i never get to do them. it's sad... & confusing?