Losing the only two consistent things in your life for the last two years in the same week is sort-of gnarly ( Read more... )

An hour of cruising myspace can get you thinking.

There are so many different types of people in this world - some of them look so pathetic you can barely stand it. I don't know why it disturbs me so much either which is really frustrating. I wish I was raised in a different era.

Things have been going alright!

I primarily hang out with my cousin's friends - they are awesome and active dudes. They are a little older with the ages ranging from 24-37. It seems like every weekend has some event planned that I've never been to - it's very fun and fresh. I've also done some reconnecting with old friends recently which is very ( Read more... )

Fuck me ( Read more... )

I hate that I'm the biggest hypocrite of them all.

I can't believe how much my life has changed in the last month or so.
Or how much I have changed.

Things have been turning around in my favor. I got a raise at work, my classes are amazing and I'm acing them, I can finally connect to people, my relationship has been exciting and beautiful.. oh and I'm 21 ( Read more... )

I just realized that I've never really been attracted to a white man before. Based on looks alone, I totally dig dudes with skin like Austin's - not white, but not black. Brown-ish. Oh and they have to have like the cutest damn smile ever.

Newest love:
Chris Brown

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I got really high and saw Radiohead live.
I was high and watching Radiohead LIVE.
While being high, I watched Radiohead... LIVE.

Yeah.. I don't think you can top that.

they played paranoid andriod and idioteque ( Read more... )

Okay, so my counselor seems to think I can get into Berkeley. I'm not sure if he's crazy, or I under estimate myself. He told me to forget cal states and try to get into universities... and to apply to UCLA and/or Berkeley.

Fuck dude. This is confusing, and scary.
It's only college & the rest of my life.. right?

Long Beach suspended enrollment for Spring of 09 due to budget cuts, but Fullerton was still enrolling. I got in & I'm happy. All cal states are basically the same and cost the same, so meh. Downtown Fullerton is totally adorable, and less ghetto than Long Beach - I'm very excited, very very excited ( Read more... )