romance inthe ER: you know, i'm not a master of words, but i really want to express my sadness in my abandoned livejournal. any ideas on how?
elizavetaaaa: why are you sad :[
romance inthe ER: you'll understand as soon as i get this entry under way
elizavetaaaa: :-\
elizavetaaaa: just write what you feel i guess.

( well, i guess since this song made me cry 10 times, )

god, i'm just sick of all of this. i'm sick of waiting for him to understand that he can't just fuck around with other peoples' feelings, especially of the ones he loves. not only is there no affection, but there is also no emotion anymore. i can't stand it. what is going on to us ( Read more... )

School is so fun so far. I just wish I had a digital camera at this point because I would be camwhoring it all day. Maybe after I get a car? Perhaps. Depends on how the money situation goes. But I honestly have been swamped with so many things lately and I was thinking of getting a weekend job at the mall, but Paul protested. I would do the same ( Read more... )

sometimes i don't understand why i am the way i am.
the kids in school love me.
the kids at work hate me.

what am i doing wrong?

Everyone is different, I realized.
There really are people that would do things just for spite.

I'm a safe bet. Don't worry.

( SCHEDULE UNTIL SEPT 3RD )

When we woke up late from the sun through the blinds
There I knew I could sleep with your hand holdin' mine
And I feel like I'm fallin' for the first time
First time
Fallin', fallin', fallin'


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Yesterday was a semi-interesting day. Nothing of worthy salute has happened except for the fact that I was a complete idiot for half the time.

Now, I'm mainly thinking about how big of an idiot I can be. Like, yesterday morning, Janice came over and I wore a shirt where I thought I remembered was a rip on the shoulder. Janice stared at it for a ( Read more... )

good news ( Read more... )

give me all the opinions you can, please. i wrote this for my english class ( Read more... )