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You were right. Happy now?
(Title directed towards the person who got mad I cut my hair.)Ok I concede. I hate my hair when it’s short. Well I just kinda always hate my hair but it annoys me more when it’s short ( Read more... ) -
Is This Good Bye?
“Stay. Please don’t leave.” Words said to me at the start of summer when I was just starting to get to know one of my best friends. I’d been asked to take the aptitude test at the library for a position that had opened up. Turned out not to matter in that case as they didn’t even want to do an official interview with me. Perhaps that is one of the ( Read more... ) -
Where in I write about writing... Yet again...
Yesterday was interesting and not just because of the massive snow dump and power outage. It had been awhile since I'd even written anything in my paper journal and for whatever reason I picked it up and scribbled out like nine pages. Felt better afterwards, I can process my thoughts and feelings better when I get them down on paper. One of the ( Read more... ) -
BEDO Day 2:
Yesterday I talked about my issues with writing right now. Looking around my apartment, I must say that our home hasn't been this organized in a really long time. We have also been helping my parents move out of their home they'd been in for the last eight years. And the entire household got sick. All good reasons to not have written... well not ( Read more... ) -
BEDO Day 1: Writing deterrent
So it's one month away from NaNoWriMo and for once I will actually have time during the day to write. Yay school time. I find that I am having to force myself to write even this right journal right now, let alone anything creative. Aside from a few posts about gaming news on our site, I haven't written anything since my Grandfather passed away. Now ( Read more... ) -
Gene Burrus went to his eternal home.
Today our family said good bye to a wonderful man, Gene Burrus, my beloved Grandpa. The last few years I have spent days and nights reliving precious memories I have of him and each one of them holds its own weight and importance in my life that I have found it difficult to find the “right one” to share, that will sum up or adequately describe the ( Read more... ) -
Unsure and a little confused
So for a few weeks now I have been asked to help out by writing articles for this gaming news blog. At first it was just Stefan asking on their behalf because he knew they need more people to help lighten the work load. Now it's the site owner too and it's become almost every day. I quipped the other day that they hadn't even read any of my work, ( Read more... ) -
Not a failure
Last night I had a really good talk with Stefan. We talked about our fears. He said he knew I was depressed and anxious because that's all I'd told him. I guess I never told him I was feeling scared and angry almost all the time. He said he could see that almost everything was setting me off lately. By the end of the night I realized that things ( Read more... ) -
Amazing friends and family
This last weekend was Natalia's party for her 5th birthday. While it was a little last minute we did have a few people say that they were going to come, she was so excited to invite the girls from school. One of them said they were coming but I had a inkling that no one her age would actually show up. I ended up stressing myself out pretty good, ( Read more... )
