This heat is getting so bad, it reminds me of the time I got dehydrated and tried to kill my middle school P.E. coach, I broke all my old record albums so I could get away from all the racket. God talks to me sometimes now, ha! You should hear the things he says, it's like an evangelist giving birth to a reality tv show on MTV. The whole thing is ( Read more... )

God makes me laugh, the god I don't believe in is such an intolerably hilarious idea, entity, whatever: I am overwhelmed by the urge to die of laughter. Everything about religion is just so queer, where do these people get off telling me what's heaven and what's hell? It's all rotgut.

I changed my mind, I'm deleting this.

Maybe I'll make a new one.

I'm weak.

I am back.

I'm quitting livejournal forever. This thing is a waste of time, and I've been wasting too much of my time as it is.

If you feel like it, hunt me down and we will do something.

Fare thee well.

I'm done with people

I want solitude.

Goodbye livejournal.

I didn't go to school today, I'm a little too stressed out from last night. Now I'm still in an odd, hazy state of mind. I just woke up ( Read more... )

Last night was overly enjoyable. I spent a good lot of the night at some breezer girl's house, thus breaking my anti breezer rule, but all was fine. I ended up puking very vibrant purple, it was intense. I wish everything that came out of my body was purple.

The trick in life is to not accept it as all encompassing. I do so through apathy. I try to stop myself from being fooled into worrying, or caring.

It works wonderfully, I don't have to care about anything anymore. In theory its an instance of doublethink, but I truly believe things are just the way they should be.

I think too much.

I am cancer.