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ok, i promise I'll stop soon
I mean, you'd think I was fourteen years old, but he told me he loved me. And, thats a big deal ( Read more... ) -
:-)
I'm just....
so happy.
I mean, work is getting to be a little blah, and i have no idea about the future at all. But sundays are my date days and i look so forward to them. -
I'm watching the phillies. Yes. the Phillies.
they are playing the Dodgers. its the top of the 8th and they are losing... it wouldn't be so strange except, you know, they are playing decent baseball which is all so different than the pirates i'm used to ( Read more... ) -
time to start freaking out
so philly ( Read more... ) -
busy
i'm spending so much time running around and/or sleeping that I don't even know if I'm comfortable here or just so frenetic I'll never know i'm miserable.
its a good way to cope i guess.
I think i'm ok. I'm beginning to like it here. -
co-dependence
so yeah. I think the issue here is that I'm still too scared to say "you're being a dick" because then I'm alone. Not alone in the emotional relationship sense but actually alone as in "shit i have no other friends in this city and will go crazy without him around because even being treated badly gives me something to do ( Read more... ) -
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he sucks as a person sometimes -
karma
well, at the very least, i fell asleep with my arm across his stomach and he now has a case of poison ivy where i touched him.
of course i have it on my arm and it SUCKS -
dreams
I've been having these dreams (nightmares?) about getting married, or at least almost getting married lately ( Read more... )
