There's so much that i want to say right now that i can't because i know that people read this. There is so much i want to do right now that i can't because i know people see me. There is so much i want to think right now that i can't because i dont want to break down crying. There is so much i want to laugh at right now that i cant because it ( Read more... )

After Saturday's rehearsal and mounds of Chem. homework, Ashley gave me a call and asked if I needed company (remembering how distraught I had been all day). I accepted, picked her up, and we sat thinking of things to do. After a while of near silent driving and gum chewing, I proposed that we go to the cemetery near Costco and talk. Yes morbid ( Read more... )

To think that you could have thought ( Read more... )

I wish i could be angry instead of how i am now...that way i'd be badass instead of depressive. I wanna be like denzel in Glory. I wanna be like Martin lawrence in Bluestreak.

Maybe I'm being hard on myself...maybe there are more important things to think about than how i have become a social wreck. I've become an alien to myself and everyone else. Worst of all, I've become a mere memory to my family ( Read more... )

Well, i managed to completely screw up in the csz game. I mean, i'm pretty sure the audience hated me by the end. I dont even feel bad about the way i played, but just that some people were offended by things that truly were meant to be taken in a different light. Well, i guess that how everything has been lately.. Everyone seems to be ( Read more... )

Pissed off cuz i wore down my brake pads and now my brakes squeal like motherfuckers...Sigh...I guess i'll take it in friday. This means i'll be driving my mom's car to CSZ and whatnot. HOORAY! I get to drive a car with a "DR(heart)MOMY" license plate....i hate that thing. I mean, the car's fine, but i get pointing and laughing whenever i'm ( Read more... )

What has happened to guys today ( Read more... )

Last night, I had the strangest dream I've ever remembered. It was light outside, but when I looked at a clock, it said it was 11pm. I walked in front of my house, just to find my dad running in circles, naked, screaming that he was going to kill himself. He started making up these excuses, saying that we had disregarded him for years, and now ( Read more... )

MATT: Gabe, for your film, you should try to build some sort of structure that stands a couple feet high and holds up the camera.

GABE: That's called a tripod, matt.

MATT: Oh...yeah