I really miss you more than I've ever missed anything. Please come back

I can't help but feel somthing is horribly wrong. And I also can't help but feel im going to find out what soon enough.

She finally came out. And she looked super happy to see me. She looked as perfect as always. I miss her. I want her. I want her to want me. Why did I have to leave...

Tonite was great. We met a girl who was tatooed by coolaid in her kitchen. And she was in love with shayla, I had a drink called the continental that yasted like skittles. And the bar was filled with principals and teachers. Shayla is saying she's getting raped by stace. You know who. Stop it. Ps bowie is my due

Im getting really tired of hypocrates. Mainly a certain extreme hypocrate. Im about out of fucking patience.

I want to settle down a bit. Concentrate on music.
But I think my setlee is looking for somthing else.
Oh well I guess I can use anginst as a tool. Pardon my depression but isn't that what ljs for?

Icantwaitforyourplantoblowupinyourface
Irefusetobestandingherewaiting

Fuuuuck you.

On a better note
I am chualked full of free time now so feel free to ask me to hangout 5158679117

i want to be 17 again.
i want to have DMLC practice with
kaitlin and thom. and occasionally shayla.
i want to go to a name taken show.
i want all these elitest hardcore assholes
to go back to whatever lifestyle they came from
i mainly want all my friends back

what happened???

Dear iowa by this time next year I will be gone. On my path twards concentrating on my music. Hopefully ill stop sometime on my way. If you still read this you should hit me up before im gone

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"please baby come down to the shoreline hear the last song that i ever wrote"

I've been sick all day

"MY DEAR YOU SWORE you'd make it home by morning now every day i sit and stare at the sea"

IT wont go away

"and every wave to crash without warning sings how you chose the ocean floor over me"

make it.