looked her in the eye and said "i'm not a creep"

i'm so proud of myself
as akward as it all was i did it!!!!

has left me.... crushed. and i'm kinda suprised.
i feel completly drained.

well to be frank i can feel my stomach twisting knots.
and i cant handle it. we'll see how strong i really am...

new band, lots of good there.
new promotion, tons of good
CONSTANT FEMALE BURNS
ew.

this massacre....
i guess i should've seen this comming.
but you know what they say... ignorance is bliss.

ps. on a better note i have an audtion tonite at 7 wish me luck

i don't smoke ciggs.
i dont do drugs.
i don't sell drugs.
i've changed alot in my life....
but things....ew
and at the same time...mmmmmm

hoes are scandlous
every time

i wish i could convince myself to chill out and refocus.
yesterday sucked. and some parts of last nite really sucked.
but i dont wanna be a whiney bitch so....
the other 90% of the nite was way fucking good.
saw alot of people i love in the same place.
it was like the old office.
even shayla came for her big bad 20minutes....
sweeeeet

things are REALLY starting to look up. except i'm still broke. i'm quitting cigs for real annnnd....
mmmm scene girls

either i'm gonna be in trouble soon...or alot of this will work itself out.
ps does anyone still read my lj?