I'm....back...I guess. I've had a unique 3 years, 4 years, whatever but I'm done. I'm back. I guess that being a civilian again is something that I'd never thought I'd be, but here I am. I think it's for the best really. I have a job, I'm going to be starting school again....so I should be estatic. Should be a pill. More to come.

All this week I've pulled guard duty on fire point 9. It's a tiresome ordeal at 8 hours but it does allow you time to think. I've had ample time to digest and incorperate the events of the past few weeks and I have come to some realizations. I've been a whiny bitch. As much as I hate to admit it, for the past, christ, almost two months now I've ( Read more... )

Well....I'm here in one piece thankfully. I'm satisfied with the thought that this is it for me. One last jaunt, one more time into the breach and then I'm out. I'll be free, but the freedom, while appealing, is also terror inucing at the same time. Plans for that magical 'After' are stil in the gestation phase but it's something to keep me ( Read more... )

Well this is it, we leave today. I don't know what's going to happen, or even a solid idea of where it is we're going but wherever it is it should be interesting. Hopefully I'll be able to continue writing when I get there, but if not, wish me luck kids,

I usually spend this time just jotting down my current state of mind or some such but tonight I'll take a stab at something else. Just went to go see Matrix Revolutions. I have some thoughts. For those of you yet to see it just let me say that Trinity dies. Heh heh heh. I spoiled it. Anyway, I thought that the last half hour of the film, as ( Read more... )

Fer Sara and Angie ( Read more... )

What's the occasion? I dunno...just occured to me to update I guess. A lot of random stuff has being down as of late and I need a place to vent. The past year has been a mixed bag and now that we're about to head out once more I'm starting to wonder what I'm going to do when we get back. I need to get out of Washington. The cool thing about ( Read more... )

Just because I work with incompetents doesn't mean it should affect me, right? bastards. I've grown quite weary of these folks, to no avail............ Oh well, next year should kick ass.........

What can I say...I'm a glutton for neglect. I have realized one thing in the months since I left my humble tent....life in these United States is not quite what I had expected. I had this image in my head what it was going to be like and I can safely say that it has fell considerably short. Is this all there is? Is this what my life has come to ( Read more... )

My leave is halfway over and what can I say ( Read more... )