life. good bad ugly jackass last night love em all. new life living now. 2 busy 2 slow. work works. drink less. eat more. still skinny ha. placebo. yeah fuck shit

fuck miserable its always something u hear. its really nothing. people who talk 2 much speak 2 loud then u cant hear them at all. others mumble. i mumble at times. i have shit to say id rather not. its never anything good nice or o yeah this fucking that. times,. times.. its funny to me what really makes us smile. really smile. its a rare thing. i ( Read more... )

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theres this song i love by a friends band and theres this 1 line in the last song on the album -- always i laugh about and question - it - makes me happy fucking mad and i love the feeling.

i wanted desperately this shit to work with u and me

. that says something 2 me

lots lots of good bad stuff. sure get ur own ill handle move i dont see y not . its only half of anything i want. it blows here but here here not here. its different anywhere. i want that half but nothing new knowing. it could never or would be like anything rest. small things one at a time snowball on time to make a newadventure of nothing really ( Read more... )

look forward to lies achievements this or that. miss or make take or done ( Read more... )

cold afternoon grey but light sky as it gets darker we know it b fades- dressed scarves jacket or so they always come short or long never the right how. so. hat. shitty hair long or none. its always a game plan thats fails. in a foreign car small. crammed but enjoyable more is more less is always fucking nothing. redbull or vodka or a drink when u ( Read more... )

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i learned more today, i did not want 2 know ( Read more... )

i wish i could miss old loves but i guess they were never there for me when i honestly needed them. i brought up a touchy subject with a best friends new gf the other evening. whats the deal with no deal. ideas . agendas. disdain. not even a fucking word. and just who are u. now i was told i got the curse word thing . out that i was making fun ( Read more... )