i feel like i'm back in college....composing livejournal entries in my head while i'm out smoking (don't tell my mom) in a cold, gorgeous night
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Hey you--nice to see you're still out in the world. Sounds like you have a lot going on right now--plus, it's winter. Sometimes people just need a little watering and a warm sunny spot to relax in--get to be yourself, without responsibilities to other people. You're a really lovely person. Good luck with the coffeeshop, and Andy, and hey--not so much with the smoking, eh? ;-) *hug*
Nothing is wrong with you. Everyone feels the "is this really all there is?" sometimes, and everyone feels the potential of the other. Those feelings can be enhanced when "that which you know" is feeling strained, or as though it's lost something, or simply when there is a specific need of yours that is not being met by it. What's important to focus on, I think, is not what "others" can offer you, but finding exactly what it is that the one you have *isn't* doing for you, and seeing if that can be changed, or accounted for in another way
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well, you're right.revellerFebruary 24 2007, 14:47:23 UTC
unfortunately i'm well aware of the fact that we both desperately need a vacation. the problem is that not only do we not have any money to spend on going anywhere (i'm not too sure where the money for next month's bills will come from, even), we can't afford to get away from our jobs. because we're both our respective bosses and business has been slow, we can't afford to pay someone else to work for us. and we can't afford to close and risk losing business. see the problem
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man, I've learned so much since then. hopefully it's enough, too. eh. who am I kidding? I'm still fully capable of being an idiot about things. just luckier now. meh. anyway.
I totally understand that feeling, though. I wonder if everything always has to get complicated. and writing that, I realize that if it's really important, it always does, if just by having that importance in your (my) own head. :-\ At least that's what I've discovered lately. I wonder though, if for some people, it doesn't have to get complicated like that. I wonder if it's a gemini thing, or an introspective thing, or just a human thing.
anyway, yeah, I get it. my way of fixing it is usually to go to yoga class or to take a weekend hiding out at my friends' house in NH in the woods, pretending everything else isn't there.
dude. I wish you lived closer. I want to come hang out at your coffee shop :p hell, if you lived closer closer, I'd come work at your coffee shop and bake cookies. lately that's all I want to do anyway. hehe
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I totally understand that feeling, though. I wonder if everything always has to get complicated. and writing that, I realize that if it's really important, it always does, if just by having that importance in your (my) own head. :-\ At least that's what I've discovered lately. I wonder though, if for some people, it doesn't have to get complicated like that. I wonder if it's a gemini thing, or an introspective thing, or just a human thing.
anyway, yeah, I get it. my way of fixing it is usually to go to yoga class or to take a weekend hiding out at my friends' house in NH in the woods, pretending everything else isn't there.
dude. I wish you lived closer. I want to come hang out at your coffee shop :p hell, if you lived closer closer, I'd come work at your coffee shop and bake cookies. lately that's all I want to do anyway. hehe
I miss you... call me.
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and then you make a livejournal post out of nowhere and then IM me! so it's like, wow...you were thinking of me too!! *insert twilight zone music*
love you!!
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