meh. it's been one of those days that i just feel Tired. i'm so frustrated with myself, with my lack of initiative. there is SO much i need to do here...for example, the box sitting immediately to my left is full of my daily reports for sales from 2008. a couple weeks ago i got about 6 months' worth of sales and petty cash amounts recorded, but i ( Read more... )

it's my fault, really. i keep professing that i am in no rush to be married, but who am i kidding? i have done everything i can to be in a state of practice-marriage, to the extent of having bank accounts, insurance and more in both our names. in my defense, it's because i believe in going into things with your eyes wide open, and thus do my best ( Read more... )

it's weird how i don't keep in touch with some of the people i love most. for example, i should call my father way more than i do. at best it's once a month, and that's just dumb. i never call cat, sarah, or lza, and i think about them tons. and then there's people like jane, nikki, calce, WENDI (who i've been thinking about TONS lately! i swear i ( Read more... )

I wrote this a couple days ago, and didn’t get a chance to post it til now ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, i know it's been too long but i am just so flabbergasted by how bad this month has been already, i have to put it all down ( Read more... )

hiya, kids. things have been pretty good for me lately, which is why i haven't updated i guess. when i realized that i only update when i'm sad or angry about something, i felt dumb and thought i should get back online and put in a normal update ( Read more... )

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sorry i'm a little bummed tonight for some reason.

i'm wearing a shirt that says Beaver Power-- and it has a beaver holding a lightning bolt.
the best part is that this was andy's shirt.
hee!

everyone has left and i can drop the facade ( Read more... )

oh.
but if only it would thunderstorm
and i were camping.
to lay there
bared to the elements
reminded of my inconsequential
miniscule life.
to feel the bang
and groan
in my bones.
to see the flash of the lightning
through the rain fly
and for just a second
to be worried
about such a silly thing
as getting wet.