hello livejournal. it certainly has been awhile. i could sit here and dwell in my reflection of these past few months but i've lost my desire to do so. I have so much to tell everyone, but nothing could put it in perspective for you. I believe we all have our personal journeys, lessons that we can only teach ourselves. It's from within that makes ( Read more... )

yeah, well. it didn't. the verb reason: to discover or formulate by using reasoning. shit. i discovered a lot. i feel selfish, petty yet i feel strong and entitled to an opinion. the only person who could ever take care of myself is me. ME. fuck it, i'm contradicting. i make absolutely no sense! i've devoted myself to full flegded relationships ( Read more... )

Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson


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i got a wake up call, literally, this morning. my dad calls me at 630am from a boat?? then i talk to my step mom and hear my sister giggling in the background. sometimes i wish i could travel around with them, to fill this certain void. i feel like i'm missing out on one of the most important things in my my lifetime. i can't deny that i love my ( Read more... )

i never know if its the end. it could be now. i dare say that it should be.
i'm tired.

at least i found someone as crazy as me.

he is loud, i am quiet/he picks his nose even his ass, i blush when i sneeze/he sleeps til 2 in the afternoon, i'm up and ready by 9am/he talks dirty, well i guess i'm a prude./he's the one i play noise games with at three in the morning and i'll laugh myself to sleep. didn't think it was possible? oh it is ( Read more... )

with all that i have in me, i wish so bad that i don't have to go to school tomorrow. i hate it! its getting down to the last month or so and i have no interest to do any work. boooo ( Read more... )

bethany ann cecchini, my best friend since third grade came out visit me from virginia this past weekend. it was so much fun, despite that i picked her up with a fever of 101.5 and i threw up the entire next day aannnd the morning after that. once i got well, it was shopping at pb with suzie, we went to laguna beach, saw the sights, then hit tj for ( Read more... )

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i'm so tired. i'm so relentless, eager to search. well i'm not finding anything. you really can't really live on love. isn't that sad? what i need is your shoulder. when i say that, let me think. let me speak. let me listen. i changed my mind, i don't want to hold on. now matter how long you're gone, no one can tell me i'm wrong. it fills me up ( Read more... )