poison

[reverend_betty]

Do you ever have those days where you feel like you've lost all faith in yourself? When you look in the mirror & haven't a fucking clue who you are? Where you fit in?

If I had the world I would trade it to just not think. If I could die right now & come back a mindless animal, I would. Right now, without a doubt.

I think my brain is poisoned.

Comments

[victoriansquid]

yes.

i have been there and i find myself like that often.

::hugs::

i am here if you need to talk...my aim name is fortressofamayme.

[reverend_betty]

I just can't wait for this feeling to end.

[uberreiniger]

Take a nap. You will feel better.

[reverend_betty]

I've been sleeping as much as I can. It's totally helped.

[zenseer]

I have a lot of days like that. Sometimes, it feels like the world is saying "I own you." I usually end up doing something silly, fun and illogical to break myself out of the cycle. It's like telling the world to bite your shiny metal ass and you may eventually do something that'll make you laugh. I hope you get that laugh, Rev. **hugs**

[reverend_betty]

thanks Zen. I feel a lot better. My 3d work is pulling me out of it. I just feel so displaced. It's weird.

[detroitfather]

I have felt this way in the past, but not strongly for many years. May God grant you a sense of purpose and of your calling and where you fit in.

[reverend_betty]

Thank you. It's been really bad lately because I'm trying to finish a project. The damn thing's driving me bonkers!

[gogo_hellkitten]

on a daily basis. *Hugs*

[reverend_betty]

thank you Gogo :)