today i forgot not to run out of good things to think about. i didnt pace myself and thus ended the day with nothing but bad thoughts undiscovered. everything adds up to a negative sign to big to see from end to end. some people can but i cant afford a wide enough lens or thick enough skin. my eyes are too afraid to look apart.

my final rant about my mother's drinking(i swear)you love alchohol more than me. and you arent sorry for anything youve ever done. the person you are when you're drunk is still a part of who you are and that part of you isnt sorry for shit. i secretly hope that you find your way into trouble when you're drunk and never get out of it. and i can ( Read more... )

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the most excited but empty sleep of my life. dreamless, without need for dreams.

"you will never know what love is until you get your heart yanked out by someone like yourself."

i look so good in my mary jane shoes.
just like minnie mouse.

you wont die happy. you wont die rich. you wont die together. the reason you dont know exactly how it will be is because no one dead has ever told anyone how it feels. and thats because theres no one to tell when you die. no art shop with trendy alternative postcards to send everyone to tell them exactly whats going on. it will just be a ( Read more... )

i start school tomorrow. i hope the other kids like me.

im angry at people as a whole because of stupid shit that people do. people that fucked up my car for no reason. people that fit in to the ninety percent that could do nothing other than just die and make the world better by their absence.

i sat on the side of the road, singing runaway train.