waste of my time. leave me alone. you're a waste of my time. i don't give a fuck anymore. i don't want to listen to you. so leave me alone, you waste of time.

this is probably not for you, i'm just venting.

so i got a lot of my english paper done last night because we had to turn in our rough drafts today. it sucked, i hate writing essays. because i got a lot of that taken care of, i'm much less stressed. i can't wait until i go home for Christmas break, just over two weeks and all be at home, hanging out with my friends, stress free. of course ( Read more... )

Your Rose ( Read more... )

why won't this feeling leave? this feeling that i'm not good enough for anyone, nor myself. this feeling that i am lacking so much. this feeling that i won't even be good enough for anyone ( Read more... )

man, i really should start updating this thing more ( Read more... )

"is this what a toy feels like when it's batteries run dry?"

i just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

yeah, the guys here suck and that just sucks. the fair majority of them are jerks and it's not cool. i'm tired of seeing people who all look the same. i'm tired of people staring at me because i don't look the same. it pisses me off.

so i've been at school for about a week. it's not too bad. i get my own room =) that's pretty cool. i like the girls in the dorm and i really like living in the dorm, too. so yeah, things are going pretty good.

so i'm leaving in five days. exciting.

molly left today for california. when she gets back, i'll already be gone for school, that means i'm not going to see her for over four months. i've been best friends with molly since i was 3, now all of the sudden, we are hardly going to see eachother all year. i didn't realize i would feel like this, it's just starting to hit me that i'm ( Read more... )