Been a strange month

Jul 18, 2004 19:05

Shortly after my last entry, I flipped out again, and used the exacto knives to cut myself. Made about 30 cuts on my left bicep, and 50 on my left thigh. Some of them where a little deep. It had been my worst cutting yet. I was also a tad drunk when I did it. I took pictures and showed them to some people. I didn't want to tell Lover Girl because I ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

Comments 9

mayadreamer July 19 2004, 16:55:33 UTC
hey you're not a bad person! so enough of that. and I care about you too--don't you dare kill yourself!

man, what a crazy month you've had. could be your attraction to that girl was just a fleeting feeling, not to be taken seriously Ever wonder if moving out would help you feel better? being away from those triggers? but then again, I'd worry since at least there's some stabilty now. Take care man

Reply


Leave a comment

Up