wow. i haven't had a dream about you in a while. Is everything ok??

I wish I could just fall without the anxiety that comes with not knowing what you are falling into.

finally someone i can connect with.......whispers of a past life....whispers of more than this world.......meaningful......

i'd love for this to be it.

we all want to feel what its really like.....but we just struggle with the shape of it all.

in your head. reactions,neurons firing. just a chemical. imbalance perhaps.

i feel the vague shape of everything.....what it should feel like, but what it isn't. Can't you see i'm trying, I don't even like it.
I'll drown my own beliefs to have you be in peace. I'm just way to tired. Come on in and destroy me...you don't even have to knock.

i can feel myself backsliding into negativity....into mistrust....i have to get out of it but i do not know how......it is like a huge black hole that sucks me down.......and everything is so vague around me....everyone just keeps treating me the same.....and i grow mentally and accept it for what it is and try and make my way through the bullshit ( Read more... )

there is no explanation. However, there really isn't one that is needed. At least it is better for me this way.

My world is spiraling out of control. Enough said.

you crawled under my skin ( Read more... )

it is a sad thing when such raw negative energy could be put towards something so much more productive.

"Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along." - Rumi ( Read more... )