so i had anna staying at my house and it was amazing cuz shes the best women in the whole fucking world so comfortable to sleep next if your cold shell warm you right up shes warm and if you cant sleep shell make ya sleep and i dont know how she does it but it works its amazing... but then sadly got busted by her mother cuz she stayed her..which is ( Read more... )

i take back all i said i didnt mean it i just have dumb thoughts run through my mind like bad stuff that i didnt mean it was all stupid and wish i never said it since it could have ruined pretty much the best thing thats ever happended to me besides learning music and art but anyways shes the only thing that i really care about right now cuz ( Read more... )

oh my god i think ( Read more... )

i hate life snow me and the earth but why does it all matter when its all just pointless cuz the one thing that makes it all worth is now gone...i find it all pointless nothing i can say will work nothing i can do will work ienm told theres plenty of things i can do or say but yet i dont know what they are i mean is there anything different besides ( Read more... )

so the other night for me was great i mean well there was 2 nights that were amazing with like the best feeling ever for me sleeping with anna i mean she so easy to sleep next and gah im gonna shut up cuz it makes me miss it more and more damn.....ok enough of the good stuff that makes me sad...........so the other night i lose my car and im being ( Read more... )

so i had a great vd its was great i got to see anna which i didnt think was gonna happen but it did and it made me really really happy....and i hope she was happy.gah why does it seem like nothing can go wrong right now i mean everything is goin great with anna and everything is goin good with the band sorta and school is goin good and i got my ( Read more... )

omg i fucking hate my situation right now cuz like my step dad is a fucking dickweed and has all of these new rules or some shit. and so anna cant stay here now and its cuz shes 16 or some shit like my step dad says..and fuck i hate that i never see her its like everyone is against us. they dont want us together my parents dont like it cuz shes ( Read more... )

gah i should really start my school work but i choose to do so NO... why im lazy and no drive and what not well actually i have drive im just to day lazy and dont wanna do it i wanna write songs and play music and do concerts and see my fucking beautiful girlfriend anna fuck i miss her i just want to hug her but can i NO cuz im all the way out here ( Read more... )

so i was suppose to spend saturday and sunday with anna but like yeah she never called me back like she said she was gonna so yeah then i ended up leaving saturday cuz i didnt want to put up with my rents cuz the night before the power went out and chris and i stayed up all night and straightened my hair took pictures played guitar got high drew ( Read more... )

The drugs begin to peak ( Read more... )