a new LJ name.

autum_admirer

add it. NOW.

mariko is gone now...my mom is in a bitchy mood...my brother drives me insane sometimes...i want to OD on midol...
why cant i be incontrol? i hope he suffers...even more. i hope everything turns out right really soon. this transition is no fun. am i jumping to conclusions? i know whats going to happen. i know this fucking story..its so predictable. ( Read more... )

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well, this long weekend has started off pretty damn good i must say. i leave for the beach tomorrow morning with the whole exchange group. hopefully it will be fun. i will be getting back sunday, just like jenna cait and seany. i hope everyone has a good time this weekend. i will miss you all. bye bye
<3

this weekend left me feeling kind of empty. i dont know what to say. didnt see cait or sean all weekend that was strange. blah.
my exchange student comes tomorrow. kinda exciting.
i like sitting outside of starbucks.
spent WAY too much time at the mall. i really want new clothes now.
i feel like having a good cry.

i want to throw a fit right now. school is stressing me out. who wouldve known right?
lately ive been so depressed about moving. so many memories. this is fucking home. i cant leave. i dont want to. we still have a little over 2 months...but that seems like 2 days. its too soon. way too soon.

you are making this so much more complicated and intense then ever intended.

this weekend was nice. i enjoyed it. i hope everyone else did as well.
ahh im so extremely excited. you havent an idea.
i hope this isnt a build up for the greatest fall of all time. that would be lame.
today was kind of nice for a monday. i enjoyed coming home to rain. it was a nice way to end the weekend i must say.

today was the first day of autumn. the start of a new season. how lovely.