Worst Weekend Ever (WARNING: very heavily packed with TONS emotional crap. I'm serious.)

[rexin_v]

Man, I just can't let this blow over without ranting about it here on LJ. It will be good for my health I'm sure, because I'm feeling pretty shitty right now. I've been crying so much and for so long I have one mother of a headache. Took some advil to take care of that, ah yes...some sweet relief after hours of my head throbbing. Of course I have

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[wicked_radiance]

A minute of silence for Genesis

[rexin_v]

Ooooh wow. >.> you actually sat down, and read my emotional throw up! You deserve like, the Nobel Prize, or something for being such a good friend. And btw, now that I'm much calmer (lol I was crazy when I wrote this!) I agree with you about the good memories. Right now just thinking about the happy squee times is like rubbing salt in the wound. But when I think about older pets that I've lost, like pup (hee pup) and Duchess II (cuz you had duchess the I =3), I'm like Yeaaaaah they were so cool. And with the scabbing? Yeah the sadness never really left, I could bawl my eyes out for them anytime if I just concentrated, and both of them were run over as well. Duchess II I'm not sure about, but she never came home, like your poor Sparkles, so it was assumed

[wicked_radiance]

Ah sorry D: didn't mean to bring back the pain by responding D:. Yes Cream is still around >.> she disappears for a few days and everybody freaks out but she comes back D: wish she wouldn't do that.

I know the only time I cried over a pet during class was when a friend of mine thought it was lolz funny that my friend ran over her own cat =| we were both crying and I wanted to hit her. And that was like her best friend too O_o. Otherwise the distraction of class seems like it can hold it off. The day Ruby died was the day I had to make my final speech in ..speech (lol that sounds weird) made it through like three hours alright =( just tried not to think about it.