Yeah, we're all searching for our paradise. It's a pity how, along the way, so many fall for false paradises, sacrificing their identity in the process for gratification. Though "false paradises" seems like a nasty idea, the truth may be harder to accept than people realize. Paradise: a lie. One may convince them self that reaching such a place (or ( Read more... )

Why do we need a whole day to celebrate only ONE type of love? And a not-so-great one at that? Valentines...psh, it's like a retarded Christmas.

God damnit, I always come here when I'm on such a low...

There's a lot of thoughts swimming around in my head today. None of which are very bright or cheery. I keep thinking about death. Well not really death itself but more like that state which is between life and death. That feeling one gets when they have accepted death as a reality and are at ( Read more... )

Fwoo, it's early in the morning, and I got to get up in about four hours. To make matters more sucktastic, I have a crapload of color in my newly bleached hair. My roots were coming out, and purple and brown don't look very good together. My roots didn't grow out very much though, just about half an inch but it was bothering the crap out of me, so ( Read more... )

So! In a much better mood today. I don't have much time to write this down, since I am currently in class, but I will most likely edit it later on. Yay for classes in computer labs! Except here we are using internet explorer. Damn I really hate this browser, it's slow, outdated and adds are everywhere. I switched over to firefox out of frustration ( Read more... )

I guess I've decided to resurrect my live journal page. Woohoo! *waves arms*, but then again...

The whole reason as to why I am bringing this back to life is because I've been hit repeatedly with bad news the past two weeks. To get right to the point, I'm sick of it. I'm tired of the people and creatures around me dying. I hate caring about things, ( Read more... )

Aaaah x_x English 1301 today, and it was a pain as usual. But some good came out of it I guess, the good thing being a mystery solved. I have discovered why my teacher treats us all like a bunch of morons -_- and it has to do with politics. Yaaaay, she’s a flaming liberal! My favorite! Le sigh, man where do I even begin with her crazy theories. ( Read more... )

Man, I just can't let this blow over without ranting about it here on LJ. It will be good for my health I'm sure, because I'm feeling pretty shitty right now. I've been crying so much and for so long I have one mother of a headache. Took some advil to take care of that, ah yes...some sweet relief after hours of my head throbbing. Of course I have ( Read more... )

It turns out that the "III" was referring to the secret societies that are present within the game TSW, them being Dragon, Templars, and Illuminati initiates.  I must say the answer is pretty surprising, but not becaue of the occults themselves, only because of the way they were presented to us. Around...oh...September the 3rd on darkdaysarecoming. ( Read more... )

Weeeeell, I have a new MMO to sink my teeth into. Or I should say I WILL have a new one, seeing as how it isn't out yet. The upcoming game is called The Secret World (TSW) and the best part is, my favorite director is seeing it along- Ragnar Tørnquist. He was the one who directed my favorite game of all time, The Longest Journey (NOT to be confused ( Read more... )