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Thought I'd pick this up again, or least update...
...so I'm still alive, just haven't needed to write anymore ( Read more... ) -
6am writing
I feel it's time to write again, and it has been QUITE some time since I've had the drive to do. Sure the possibility has been there, but usually in times of angst or worry where I needed to just get my thoughts out. I feel it's time for a change, for more of writing for the purpose of getting my thoughts organized rather than a release, or ( Read more... ) -
Quicky
Small update before I heard into work.
I will and need to do a long post at some point in the near future. I think a major source for my depression is being able to see the complexities in life, and have no answer. To elaborate, I mean I can state all these issues of reasonings of peoples actions, myself included, and have no answer for overcoming ( Read more... ) -
Exploding Oreos
It's all still a haze but I'll try to recollect this as best as I can. Keep in mind we were all like high school age at this point ( Read more... ) -
A new path
So after the 3 previous postings, I feel a need for further introspective debate, or rather discovery of a what's next mentality. In some ways, I still over think things too much, a habit I need to break myself of, and a possible thing to combat this year, although declaring it as any sort of resolution for the new year I hate to do, because it ( Read more... ) -
Culmination of thoughts since the last, and looking ahead... (neutrality 3)
I usually tend not to do this, but I feel it's necessary in order to get a handle on things to start, especially because of my last posting left things...kind of open. Realize too that I was delving into issues I was aiming to tackle and/or question in an upcoming session. Rather, let me pick out one quote in particular ( Read more... ) -
Been a long time coming (neutrality pt 2)
I'm making an attempt to do this LONG post, partially cause I have wanted to do this for some time, but I must admit with feeling tired, mainly due to procrastination and/or playing Skyrim to escape, or rather its that good ( Read more... ) -
neutrality pt 1
Things have gotten complicated in terms of figuring things out. I want to state I'm feeling fairly neutral towards anything at the moment, but I know what I'm actually feeling currently is difficult to out into words, or in a sense indescribable, perhaps because I'm not entirely sure what it is that I'm actually feeling at the moment.
I will ( Read more... ) -
dreams that involve pipes
Quick little update...
So at work I got asked to be a fill in for being a leadman, which involves calling in trailers to doors and handing out bills and such. Second day doing it not so much running on my own but more or less doing so. Go figure the day I gotta do it is one of the crazy days, and sure trial by fire, but what's funny is doing it ( Read more... ) -
Forcing myself to write this one...
I'm forcing myself to write this, not for the sake of my mind being filled with angst, but rather I have a meeting with my counselor at 9 am, and I feel it will be helpful to throw my thoughts down ( Read more... )