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I really should do this more often
I really should post more, but alas laziness prevails, or simply lack of wanting to write, but at times I find it very therapeutic, despite the overall negativeness that comes out of such rants and raves. However, this is only part of myself, and what better outlet I say ( Read more... ) -
Kids...
So I got into this thought process about thinking about kids, namely what I would teach mine should I ever have any ( Read more... ) -
I'm...
I'm like one of those Chinese puzzle boxes ( Read more... ) -
Autopilot
For the time being, my life is kind of on autopilot. Wake close to noon, and slack. Scheduled events include dnd sat and mo , trueblood on sun night, the rest is simply slack. Is this simplicity? Is this finally relaxing, or am I subconsciously trying to buy my time before life becomes crazy once more.
Why do classic 90s hiphop type movies make me ( Read more... ) -
a time of self diagnosis
A thought has occurred in me for a little while now, in that all of my postings are fairly rant based, something I feel I need to stop doing, because really this place should be an outlet for my thoughts yes, but it's being used more as a listen to me bitch type of place. Perhaps I am really that angst filled. Who knows? Feeling fairly lethargic ( Read more... ) -
Life, or something like it...
So, I've been contemplating a few things ( Read more... ) -
Self destruction pending... Begin count down?
Once more im back to the realm of feeling unsure, insecure and overwhelmed. Everything is stressing me out. I'm discovering that I don't know how to deal with my emotions. I'm getting angry at everyone who I feel is purely negative around me.
Perhaps this is me being fully engrossed in the understanding of how emotions cause suffering. I wake ( Read more... ) -
Questioning change
I'll. Update at somepoint depending if I choose to dwell or not.
My question at hand is at what point does change matter? If simply this is who I am is making me feel unhappy, but the only avenue for change will make me even more unhappy, what can I do?
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(Written over the course of 4 days) Searching for direction, Can you spare a compass?
Free forming this really. I've felt for the last couple of weeks like I just have so much pent up and do t know what to say or even in some cases what to feel.
For about 2 weeks now I've been on call from work, and the news finally hit today that I'm laid off. Partially, this is what I wanted... But really I've been lethargic. It's not even so much ( Read more... ) -
Chillax
Chill vibe tonight, well sort of, I'm actually kinda anxious. My pointthough, is the idea of chill has my mind wandering lately. I beleive I posted a little while back on my friend Avery stating I was a chill guy, and yes there's obviously more to that comment but alas let us leave it generalized. So what has me pondering is the idea of me being ( Read more... )