I REALLY NEED to have a mental breakdown right now.. BUT it's not going to happen ( Read more... )

I just started trying to see what I can do to my hair with a curling iron in practice for tomorrow night only to realize that anything I try looks positively HORENDOUS. I look like.. I have have bed head x100.. it's pretty horrible. I wet it down and it's still bad. I think I'll make my aunt do it tomorrow.. or do something else or something cause ( Read more... )

Black died Saturday which had me pretty upset when I found out about it on Sunday and through most of the day on Monday. I have been going absolutely INSANE on homework and feel like I could pass out from lack of sleep from my sudden change to odd sleep hours which arn't enough for me. Today, I decided I needed a prom dress.. well, I had already ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think I should just QUIT. WHY the fuck am I doing what I'm doing? Why the hell do I have to love the most impractical thing, potentially the most inconsistant thing, pain in the ASS thing in the whole world ( Read more... )

So, I'm trying to do homework right now.. but I have been feeling pretty.. lonely today (not that that's unusual or anything, my mind has just been going non-stop).

It's not all that I'm lonely.. but I've been thinking ( Read more... )

To all those guys out there who have horsey girlfriends, I'd like to discuss a few things for the benefit of your on-going education. This may hurt a bit, but trust me...it's for your own good ( Read more... )

So, I just found out that one of my old really good friends, pretty much best friend is pregnant and due in April.. SHE'S 17 ( Read more... )

FUCK ( Read more... )

So, tonight I was hit by an overwhelming amount of stress, no, it was already there, but, it did get deeper. My house drives me crazy! Nothing really happend at all.. except for the fact that I was doing homework and decided not to leave it for dinner.. well, my family was all concerned about me 'not getting to have any,' but I said I didn't care ( ( Read more... )

How FUCKING hard can a birthday be? I am at the point where we should all just forget that I turned 18. It's like stabbing me in the back and taking the knife out very, very slowly. Sure, Monday started out well, then got gradually worse until it was the shittyest birthday yet. Then I thought they were going to make up for it last night, and they ( Read more... )