I am officially attempting to put a smile on my face when I wake up in the mornings. These last three weeks have been really rough. I came close to losing my dad to a stroke. That is so scary, to even beginning to think I could lose either one of my parents. I know that I am supposed to be an adult, but I still need them for so much. Thankfully God ( Read more... )

This week has been crazy so far. Monday was a great start to the day. Went to the shelter, it felt so good to be back there. I missed my animals so much! Then Monday night I went to Daytona to spend time with Stephen! He is so sweet! We went out to the movies last Friday night and had an amazing time. So I decided to go spend some time with him in ( Read more... )

My yellow brick road might be starting to show itself. I have been so childlike lately, just because I have been excited by the stupidest things! But I am loving it! I won't go into any details because I am tired of getting ahead of myself. My life just proves that everything seems to work its way out. I can hardly wait until like 7 tonight...I ( Read more... )

It is finals week and as much as I dread this time of year, I also love it because it means the end to another semester. Life has been quite the rollercoaster lately. I really just don't even know what to do with myself at times. I am just an emotional wreck and for no apparent reason. At night as I try to fall asleep, I just sit there and cry. I ( Read more... )

So life has been fulls of downs lately. I really don't know what I am doing wrong, but everything seems to be just not working out for me. I have been wanting to update, but I didn't want the entire entry to be this huge depressing thing. So last week I hit bottom or damn near close to it. The week before last things were just crap, then last week ( Read more... )

So nothing this weekend went the way that I had expected. Ryan came into town and he seriously was a jerk. I can't believe that I ever thought something might happen between the two of us. He claims to be so mature, but he still lets his mother run his life. I guess I should have expected that out of a 19 year old guy. We got into this really big ( Read more... )

This week has been pretty amazing, and I have a feeling it is just going to get better! On Monday I was so scared to go to Spanish class to get my grade, but it was well worth the wait....I made an A...can you believe it. I swear I wanted to come home and the test up on my fridge!! (Yeah, I know I am a nerd!) I studied so hard for that test, and I ( Read more... )

We finally decide to get rid of on-calls at work, and everyone decides to call out "sick"...so I ended up working atleast 10 more hours this week because of that. Between 35 hours at work, two nights of study groups, a HUGE spanish test, and three days at the shelter...I have been a very busy girl. I can't wait until Monday when I finally get a day ( Read more... )

Thank goodness today is Monday. It is a start to a brand new week...hopefully a week where I can do something right. The last few weeks have been really rough and as much as I am trying to stay positive...it is really starting to get to me. But I just have a good feeling about today. I get to go to spanish class..which is my hardest, but I have the ( Read more... )

Well luckily today was a great end to a really shitty week. The first part of the week was absolutely horrible. The rotti that I bragged so much about in my last entry is no longer with us. He got adopted out to a family last weekend, and unfortunately the family was not the best choice for him. Hercules did not get along with their young son, or ( Read more... )