so its been awile... well im not getting into many details because they are boring and no one really cares... either way still in school doing pretty decent, got a great job now the last place i worked cosed and when i moved to CA i couldnt find work which sucked... in any event... kinda depressed got too much going on right now, i miss having ( Read more... )

dear jesus... thanks for letting my lungs fill with air for another year... cant wait to see what ya got planned for this whole upcoming year, these last few have been a fucking riot ;)...

you know sometimes when life hands you lemons... no matter you do, you end up with a big hot steaming mess...

there is one thing in this world that makes me angry and makes me sad cry at the same time... and thats when someone makes me feel like a jackass... a complete and total jackass... im not talking little jackass, im talking your soo fucking stupid what the hell are you thinking jackass...well someone has made me feel like that... and im not happy ( Read more... )

i realized today that boys are like puppies...they love you and sleep in your bed until a new leg comes along to hump or another puppy walks past and they can jump at the chance to sniff the others butt...so for now i spose i realize that i think id rather have a puppy than a boy...puppies are cheaper, you can potty train them, and if they sleep in ( Read more... )

so im back from my mini vacation and nick came home with me...love him to death... we talked evertyhing through and he we are doing great... i think for once in my life i am doing the right thing.. pics will come shortly... as soon as i unload them from the digi cam and send them to my laptop... and as soon as i figure out how to post them to my ( Read more... )

this is sheniqua everyone she is my new bitch :)... she is a 2007 hyundai accent...and she is mine and in 6 years she will be ALL mine...lol ( Read more... )

okay im moving and i plan on doing soon in about january.... i want to hear thoughts and opinions on where everyone thinks i should move... :) im open to all suggestions and want to hear from anyone who wants to give me imput :) thanks

so im not dealing with things very well at all... my grandma called this morning... and my aunt has slipped into a coma and they cant find any signs of any brain activity and dont plan on finding any... im not dealing well with this...not at all...

well sometimes the truth hurts... and my depression has a name and a face now... and i knoew it would... i just needed to talk to jim to figure things out...i may sound like im crazy or fucked up... it possible... i wont deny it... but the thing is this... me and jim talked...i rely on him for everything... because hes the only reliable thing in my ( Read more... )