thursday was the most horrible day to move. it started out okay enough. the packing and loading of the car was a little tedious and stressful...kinda made me want to pull out my hair in frustration. but that's me. i like to overdramatize ( Read more... )

i have nothing original to say. i COULD tell you how it feels to have finished my first year as a college student, or whether or not i feel older and wiser, or if i've had any epiphanies. but honestly, i don't think any of that really matters. i'm tired. i'm tired of so many things. don't get me wrong. i've had a wonderful year. and i AM going to ( Read more... )

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nevermind. i lose again ( Read more... )

two more weeks of my freshman year, and i've found quite a few things interesting. i've realized, what may be disappointing to some and great for others, that i'm starting to like santa cruz a lot more. i've acclimated myself to the environment and what goes on. it's fun. it's like the end of summer again. don't want to leave again. but i'll ( Read more... )

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i was walking back from lunch today and there were a few people standing in the quad just staring at the floor. i paid no attention until christina was like "wow! what's that?" a snake. a meter-long crawly snake. yeah it wasn't scary or anything. i guess if it was in some kind of artsy movie, it'd be really beautiful how nature is and shit. but ( Read more... )

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as many of my friends have decided to point out lately, i'm rapidly losing my hearing. at least half of all my conversations consist of "what?! huh?! wuh?!" i'm not sure if it's because i'm just not paying attention, or if i'm really damaging my eardrums. people have pointed out that i turn my music way up, or when i'm at a show, i stand way close ( Read more... )

i don't understand why a black backpack would cost more than a blue backpack in the exact same style. why do i lose because i like black more than blue? is there a national conspiracy where the ultimate goal is to pursuade everyone to make blue their favorite color ( Read more... )