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so a week ago i sent my resume into this really interesting job offer at live nation. if you never heard of them they are like the second largest music promoting company in the world! anyways... they had posted a job titled office/marketing assistant. so i applied and i had my interview last night... and they called me today to tell me i got the ( Read more... )

finally the week is over. tgif big time! man this week has been stressfull, school, work... it takes so much energy out of me. and then yet, it's all so dull and so plain, so ordinary. i cant stand.

i cannot stand the fact that i can predict my days from the moment i wake up in the morning. ah, yes well life is what you make of it right? i guess im ( Read more... )

so i washed my dirty clothes finally. now i wont stink. boy was office hilarious tonight... love that show, perhaps the only thing i have to look forward to as the days go by ( Read more... )

today was just another listless day, and i could've predicted it from the moment i crawled out of my bed. i kept telling myself to get on my fucking treadmill and run...but i didnt. i hate how fucking lazy i am. so all i had for breakfest was a small bowl of cerel...for lunch an orange and for dinner an 100 cal english muffin with light creme ( Read more... )

Name: Ashley
Age: 20
Sex: Female
Height: 5'6"
Cwt: 120
Hwt: 125
Lwt: 98
Stgwt: 110
Ltgwt: 105
Ed type: Anorexia Nervosa
Diagnosed? Or self Diagnosed? Self
Pics: See mysace for that...

i just ate a double chocolate chip cookie. wtf is wrong me?

my weekend was spent helping nick move into his new apartment. during the duration of that we got into six little arguments, and two major fights ( Read more... )

Well today I didnt completely cut myself after those 200 cals I had this morning. I know I couldn't. But I didnt binge so thats good..and I worked out! I feel good. I think tomorrow I will try to only consume 800 cals. However that may be difficult because tomorrow is Friday and I made Friday nights...PIZZA nights. Maybe I won't eat all day and ( Read more... )

lately i've been getting back into my eating disordered ways. i started this up around the same time last year but forgot it around april time because i was nervous that not getting the protien i needed, or the nutrition it was causing my hair to fall out. but i think im getting started back up again. i have no friends, and really no one other then ( Read more... )

save for:

- a Mac: $1348.00
- a expensive camera: $300.00
- adobe software: $200-$500
- my own apt.

edit: move to nyc.

goals. i've got goals.