Geeze it's been a long time. Life is good. Made new friends, became better friends with older ones. Kyle and I are still going strong :-) We may fight a lot but I know that he loves me, so the fights don't affect me too much... School is... ok. I fail another exam today :-/ not too happy with that. Bored now with updating lol... later.

Work is going well and my friendships are faling back into place. I'm still worried about a few people but I know they can take care of themselves. Lex and I hang out a lot more, it's nice. Friends since kindergarden and we're STILL going to school together lol. My realationship with Kyle is AMAZING. I think we're both a little worried about me ( Read more... )

I don't know. I'm happy. I'm content. Something just seems... wrong at times. And I guess thats my fault because I let things just fall apart. And maybe I'm chasing after something that's not really there. That's how it seems at times, in many different aspects of my life.

You know what sucks? Knowing that you're in love and then feeling that you're holding the other person back. I've been sitting here for the past hour going over something he said last night about parties and not having time to go to them. He has plenty of time... it's me that's keeping him from being able to go hang out with his friends like a ( Read more... )

So Kyle and I are back together. :-) yay. lol

Hm.Not sure really as to what to say, Meg is over here, still sleepin. We went to bed round 3 ish, so I figure she's tired. I love having her over, its like those 3 years of not seeing eachother didnt really exist. I don't think we ever stop laughing. She came over, we watched HOUSE, cuz its an amazing show, then she found out we have a trampoline ( Read more... )

R.I.P my wonderful dog

hm. I don't write enough in here. Actually I guess I've just stopped writing in general. Makes me sad, Writing, anything, has always been a favourite thing of mine... actually I think I'll post two things I wrote the other day. Lemme get them...

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We broke up. Last night. Bastard already has a new gf. But w/e. It's hard, cuz I do still love him. But Shit happens. already kinda moved on.

K so I feel like a whore. And I feel even worse for not feeling as bad as I should. If that makes any sense to the... two of you? that read this.

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I really love him.