School is absolutely killing me this semester.  I thought last semester was atrocious, but it's nothing compared to this one.  And I don't have nearly as much drama going on is what's so bad...I have a shitload of papers (the price I pay for taking history classes) that are all due at the end of this semester and I haven't had a moment to work on ( Read more... )

Mmkay, this is gonna be a pretty long entry.  I don't know why I can't keep this thing up.  It's like school is over and I don't do updates when soooo much stuff does really happen in my life.  Well, at least this Christmas break it did.  It was kind of a nice conclusion to a really shitty Fall 2005.

As a side note to the Fall 2005 semester, I am ( Read more... )

Today is going to be a great day!!!!  I know I have to go to work at 1:30, but that's alright.  At 7pm today, two of my very close friends are getting married!!!!  I have been looking forward to this ever since I found out they were engaged.  Jenni and Josh are so perfect for each other and they have been through everything together.  I am so happy ( Read more... )

Greetings everyone!  Haven't really had the chance to update in a while...been busy doing what I don't know...what HAVE I been doing??  Sleeping late, eating lunch, goofing around because of no exams.  I went to Wal-mart yesterday with Samantha, John, Blake, and Matt.  That was fun!  We all goofed around for an hour while Samantha got her pictures ( Read more... )

I hate I can't do anything to help when my friends have problems.  I always want to fix things and I hate feeling useless.  All I can do is just listen and be there for them and I know that's enough, but I still feel bad and all I want is for them to be happy again because I love them.  Samantha is going through so much stuff right now and I can't ( Read more... )

I'll watch your demise with a smile

And not lift a finger for help if asked

Because I was burned

Because I was scarred

And the wounds have barely healed

I'll watch your decay with a grin

Hope it's what you wanted

Because it's just what you need

Because it's just what you deserve

And it's not enough for me.

I'll stand back and watch you suffer

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Yeah, my first exam is today at 5pm.  I feel like this has been the longest day.  I haven't done a thing.  I woke up and did the usual stuff.  And then I sat down to honestly study for my final for SSE 300 (Introduction to Teaching the Social Studies) and I found that it's all really common sense and I knew most of it already.  My professor also ( Read more... )

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Wow, it's been a really good day, I think.  It's exam week and I can't tell you when I've not done any work in a single 24 hour period.  I mean, I haven't done anything today...well, I messed around with some stuff for SSE 300 on Blackboard and typed up the last set of lecture notes from Pre-Modern Middle East, but other than that, that was all I ( Read more... )

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