I got up before 6am. In fact every hour between 1am an 5am, i woke, turned and looked at my phone on the bedside table and hoped it was time to get up. Hopefully today i change a subject - i've decided to change from an arts thing to a more science based 'thing' (whatever the hell that is...). i'm dropping psych and picking up botany - i've always ( Read more... )

they were (for the 2 people who did it)
1. Baraka
2. Napoleon Dynamite
3. Fight Club
4. Capturing the Friedmans
5. Roman Holiday
6. The Goonies
7. Big Trouble in Little China
8. Amelie
9. Shaolin Soccer
10. Being John Malkovich
11. Spaceballs
12. Harold and Maude
13. The Shining
14. CB4
15. Million Dollar Baby

I met Isabella again today. We have a strange relationship built upon the fact that we are foreigners and were brought up by Europeans. I feel uncertain at times around her, though we can talk for hours and it will be ok. I'm glad she's found her passion - she was so apathetic before, to life, to school, to everything. So, I decided that she had ( Read more... )

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1. Pick 15 films you love/thoroughly enjoyed ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. contentment:
   something I strive for, something i hope everyone to achieve and to realise at the time that they are.
2. dirt:
   the smell (fresh, musky), the textures (the grit, the roots sifting between the fine grains), the magic it works.
3. food:
   I love cooking, baking and eating. All of these are my favoritethings to do. I ( Read more... )

I got on the 220 today - I was going to catch the 540, but didn't. A guy gets on (8 o'clock shadow, jeans, sneakers, black T-shirt) - unsure of the scent - first i thought it was smoke and alcohol then realised that it was not smoke, but his sweat. He begged the driver to get on, she sat their mute waiting for him to move. the guy behind him pays ( Read more... )

I'm finding it hard to make friends. I'm noticing that it is hard to go without meaningful contact with people. I wake up at night wondering if what I can do with my life will be meaningful, I'm paralyzed by the idea that I'll choose a career/life that is selfish.
I'm sitting inside and it is sunny outside.

Life has been busy. School has been good actually - here I feel like I'm in hight school - the schedule is well... regular - I was there 5 days a week. I loved psych, english seemed pointless, music was a really nice thing to go to school to - walking in and hearing Beethoven, or Brahms, or Bach was pretty cool. I haven't decided what i want to do ( Read more... )

I'm auditioning for an orchestra here, we'll see how it goes, it'd be great to be playing again, I do miss playing.