Warning girls, apparently I pressure to have sex. As for other things in my life, that clown still eludes me. One of these days I am going to catch him. He can't hide forever. I can see his yellow teeth at night in my bedroom with his evil smile. The sadness continues. There's still no light in my life to dwell on or get my vitamin D. Don't ( Read more... )

Life can be so cruel and unusual can't it?? I have been cheated on apparently, and ignored for two weeks now. I guess that's what I get for caring for someone so much. Everything was going so well, but I guess all good things must end. Life is sad. I can't find myself or find what I want. It's looking as though prom is going to be canceled ( Read more... )

Sorry for not updating in so long, but I've just been busy. Spending a lot of my time with my Kati which there's no problem there. I can't explain anything right now. I am just the happiest person on earth. I am just buried alive by love, the laying on her shoulder on the couch at night to a movie, the holding hands whereever we go, the warm ( Read more... )

Well it's been a good week so far other than the fact my girlfriend was in the hospital last night for a broken finger, and my other friend Nikki is in the hospital for a shattered ankle she recieved from soccer. Talked to Kati which is great, hopefully I will get to see her tomarrow night. Track has started which is good but sucks in another way ( Read more... )

Wow, what a great weekend!! Spent the weekend with Kati which was great. Friday night was at the skating rink which was a great time. Was able to dance with her and hold her tight and feel her soft skin and smell her strawberry scented hair. It was so special, like it was prom or something. Then on Saturday she came down to my house at night ( Read more... )

I don't even know how to explain how I feel right now. I can't believe what happened tonight. I can't go into detail about what all took place because I would be here all night, but all I will say is that, I got her back!! I am so happy right now, I can't even explain it. I can't screw it up this time. This time, I gotta make things different

It was a piss poor day like all of the days in my life. Someone last night thought it was funny to glue teacher's doors shut in the school, but worse, they thought it was funny to trash our greenhouse which has students projects, including mine, that we all work hard on. It is believed that it was a senior prank which I believe. So that was the ( Read more... )

I guess it's time to update about my weekend. It was the greatest weekend but also a very depressing weekend all wrapped into one. Last week I made plans to hang out with Kati, my ex during the weekend. After what she told me about how she was gonna ask me back out over the summer, it was all I could think about. I really do believe she still ( Read more... )

I want her... I want her now. I am going crazy living like this. Constantly thinking about her, never leaving my mind. I love her. I've always loved her. I always will love her. I need her in my arms. I need to taste her kiss. I need her to embrace me. I can't stand being in love by myself. It makes life not worth living, being in love ( Read more... )

I walked back to the edge of the woods and there he was. The clown I had been seeing in my dreams at night, just staring at me. He had the evilest grin on his face. The clown just stared me down. I wasn't scared for some reason. Why should I be scared when I've seen this clown so many times in my dream. He was a nice clown. He told me that he ( Read more... )