Unfounded adoration stares make me uneasy. The uneasiness progressively dispelled as glances align in a linear fashion and give rise to shy smiles. and it seemed that she possessed the ability to indulge in the silly infatuation that so often follows melancholy. Oh my, I was excited ( Read more... )

You conveniently came to make your green tea when I was having my third coffee. So lovely. The animation that came from two bars of Ludwig Van made me giggle- your mind swimming through the notes oblivious to my amusement ( Read more... )

I miss the turmoil.

That horrific bed, that ejaculation of clothes, that 'staleness'
The uneventfulness. The helplessness. The frustration, the anger.

This new one isn't so good.
I miss him.

What happened to these readily digestable sequences of words?
I miss the validation.

I think I must continue, but where will I get my new friends from?

"You have a beautiful slender neck - like a goose."
"goose?!"
"I meant swan.SWAN!"

I love her.

I didn't write anything for august.

I'm sorry i made you feel uncomfortable, it's just... you're so lovely. I wish i had rules.

I had composed a short speech, but never said it.

It started with a defiant:
I don't care about rules or morning breath...

I thought it was promising. If only i had the courage. and a heart. and a brain. and a little dog.

features: I have brown hair with blond strikes, hazel eyes, olive skin and a nice shaped face. (wich makes me suit all kinds of sunnys and glasses)

i feel i am responsible for my sister's pico-arrogance. i suit all kinds of sunnys and glasses also.

I absoulotly love animals! I have two dogs, two hermit crabs, 1 mouse, over twelve chickens, two ( Read more... )

and he'd leave endearing notes for me on torn pages. One time he ate my coconut-butter lotion. He'd have written words on his chest in dark marker for when i came home, unable to stay awake (he did try though). He cleaned my fathers pond, fingers webbed with algae, hoping for some kind of validation. and how he'd try so hard to out-shine me in ( Read more... )

and i wonder. that empty kiss with someone else should have alerted me to the fact that maybe all along i knew that i settling. but in that emptiness you seem to come across the realisation that there probably isn't anything markedly better than where you are now. and maybe sometimes you just need a taste of the alternate scenario to remind you, if ( Read more... )