When the Breakup happened I was relieved. I felt like some great weight had been taken from my shoulders. All the uncertainty Brian had about the future Us would no longer be an issue ( Read more... )

I've been trying to get the images out of my head all day and nothing is working. Vivid dreams aren't unusual, but it's been a long time since I had one that was centered around violence or one that was purely indecent. The bad part is they're so fresh in my head and memory I feel like they actually happened even though I didn't ( Read more... )

Ahh, my faithful LJ. If I didn't have mine set up to auto logon, I'm not sure I'd remember the password to get on ( Read more... )

I've had a good deal of time to think lately (between being sick and not working anymore I have to fill the time with something) and I've really been able to rationalize and make sense of things ( Read more... )

So here's my latest Katrina rant while I'm stuck at home with my bi-annual bout with some viral "I feel like crap" bug. The news has been putting a fair amount of coverage on all the people who are being "kicked out" of temporary housing in hotels, cruise ships, etc. as the contracts with FEMA and other government agencies have run out. Those ( Read more... )

So, among the things They don't tell you ... and this is gonna be an incredibly unorganized and disarrayed write ... the whole realm of after college is just one big pain in the ass void. May 13th is going to roll around and then what? In three months the way I've lived my life for the last ... 19 years comes to an end and I become one of the ( Read more... )

So I'm a little irritated with all the politicking and idiocy I read in the news about how they're going to rebuild New Orleans ( Read more... )

So here's the new status. Brian wants us to just look for jobs and live apart for a while. Apart is looking like a Mankato/Rochester combination ... about 2 hours. We can see each other on weekends, etc. and in a few months (being more than three but less than six) we can sit down and evaluate our situation. See who is more into their job, see ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start, except to say this is NOT Christmas and I don't want to be here anymore ( Read more... )

This is all about my senior design group and my senior design class as a whole.
Working with indecisive peopleWe need a project idea for next semester. I want to do project A. Someone else in my group wants project B. The two other guys can't figure out what the hell they want to do so we're in limbo. We need a two page proposal by next week ( ( Read more... )