things i want fo' summer:

fisheye lens (yes i suck)
50 lbs of maryjane to smoke on my roof
summer boots
my dog
all my friends from far away to come paint house with me
internship? please? im so nervous for tomorrow?
a little carefree, please
friends in this area outside of the bbz im living with....
yeah

i love someone because we're both empty sad shells of something we used to be or just cant be now, and thats perfect and fine. actually, perfect.

today since i got stitches in my throat yesterday and talking is painful, we went to some funny dirty scum beach and took pictures that probably wont come out and wrote messages in the sand instead of talking.

michael's about 4 lbs and has a beard and my hair is so staticky i must look like a witch.

cold cold cold cold ughhhhhh i wish i lived with someone who believed in turning on the heat ( Read more... )

[fromtherear] im going to bed ( Read more... )

home home home home now please. i've made so many entries in sad moods about "nothing feeling like home" but oh god. jersey hi ( Read more... )

cancer spread to chest. cannot stand growing up. thanks, goodnight.

im glad i have never believed in human perfection and that i believe strongly in forgiveness. theres a lot more love and respect for myself and the people i really love than i actually realized was there ( Read more... )

i
am
so
bored

time for some new new new new

went to florida for 2 weeks only because i actually have a job i shouldn't ditch so much now, that was probably a good amount of time anyway. hes sick but hes going to be ok, and as we all keep saying "of course him, of course ( Read more... )