I CANT WAIT FOR THIS SEMESTER TO BE OVER. i cant do this any more.. im am so tired. i feellike i amdoing my best and its still not good enough! grr.. well i am going to get going

So i have tons of guys that want my ass right now.. but honeslty there are only two i could be with. thats of course either richard, or wilson. I would perfer wilson but its hard to say taht when honeslty we have spent 11 days together tops! i miss him so much but of course there is alot of shit we need to talk about still ( Read more... )

I am sorry i am not perfect ( Read more... )

GAHHH I hate life.. i wanna drop out of school and i want to just work full time move out and just do my thing. BUT I CANT! I want to just be with my boyfriend. i really hope he gets orders to italy so i can go with him! get the fuck out! I miss theatre.. i hate papers.... gahhHHH! well l8a

well since the last time i updated.. alot of shit has gone down. First of all the friendships between me mike and james got fucked up and then better then fucked up again. I wrote a buch of mean shit to richard who then forwarded it to mike not explaining why i wrote it all and then mike tore me apart. i wanted to run my car off the road that night ( Read more... )

wow i am so bored right now and sick as hell. i went to nogales last night which was lots of fun but my mother found out due to random connections. she isnt mad but she is disappointed ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOO... nothing too new to report. I have been bored as hell just working giong to school and hanging out with mike and james ( Read more... )

not much new to report.. been pretty good as far as relationship wise everything else has gone to shit! go figure between money issues and phone bills and books for school and then scheduling work around school and having hard classes ya...

but im ok cuz i got wilson its funny how something that simple will make things better! lol

well new years was great would have been better if i woulda had one of my girls there with me but everyoe had their own shit going on. I also wish wilson coulda been here. i am so happy but i am really scared too. i feel like one moment everything is perfect then the next not..cuz he wont call or whatever I got a new tattoo. its really cute its ( Read more... )

I am actually happy for the first time in a long time. I have a great boyfriend who actually cares about me! he is soooooo genuine in everything he does and i have never had that before. I feel so good about life right now ( Read more... )