its so hard to sit there and look at your friend who's in tears ( Read more... )

why why why did he kiss me?
why why why did i let him?

Im sorry. Im still completely in love with you. And i dont know what to do about it.

Steph its fine. Really.

Is this really all over? Is this really what you want?

Im sorry steph.

Its fine. Really.

i am very excited for the show on sunday.

i was listening to sky eats airplane again.. and i noticed these lines.

Take all your regrets,
And throw them aside.

Let's hope that you survive,
The "you deserve better"'s and blatant lies,

I'm just chasing after,
What I can't reach.

i haven't liked someone this much in over 2 years.
and im terrified.

he is perfect.

12/20/07 ( Read more... )

April 4th Martin Luther King's Assassination ( Read more... )

hey. my name's steph. i take full credit for everything stupid or depressing or annoying that i have ever said in this livejournal. it was dumb. i'm dumb. I read through all of it today. it's fucking amazing. made me appreciate my life again, and my friendships, and my fucked up relationships. made me realize how quickly things can change, and that ( Read more... )

I took a run tonight. It's actually beautiful outside. Better than expected.Today, the 90-day deferment for the victims of Hurricane Katrina is up. Whether they still have a home or not, the mortgage bills are due, and most have nothing to give. Thousands of people are going to go bankrupt ( Read more... )

I'm just not happy.