ok, i have been in my new apt for 2 days. so far, so perfect. i love it. i love putting things away. i love setting up my furniture and making it look like a home. i even love doing my dishes! because they are mine and dougs. bliss. there are still boxes everywhere though. gonna have to do something about that this week. i still need a ( Read more... )

1 hour ago i got approved for my new apartment. after 3 weeks of waiting, pushing, yelling, stressing and pulling my hair out, i got an apartment. thats the good news. the bad news is they messed up yet again, and the one that i thought i was getting was promised to someone else before me even though i put a hold on it. incompetent morons. so ( Read more... )

pls pray to whatever diety you are into that doug's and my apartment goes trough! im so close i can taste it!

i got the call from Childtime learning center on friday afternoon. they want to hire me as a lead teacher! more than i ever hoped for. what an amazing opportunity. im so excited. nervous too, but very excited. im not sure it has completly settled in my mind yet. i have to go through training and get used to the way they run things at this ( Read more... )

im.... MOVING.... yeah... I'm moving out, i want the world to know, want to let it show...

so i got to hawaii with doug on saterday night after a 13 hour trip. blah thats a long ass time. tried to sleep, but an airplane is not the most comfortable place to sleep so i didnt get much. when we got there nikki, jeff and sari were there to great us with lais. we kinda just ate dinner and passed out that night. sunday we went to visit ( Read more... )

4 days till hawaii!! beach, snorkleing, luau... and doing it all with the love of my life by my side. cant think of a better vacation ( Read more... )

ok, so im a lot better today. at least im up and moving. i may even be able to do my desperatly needed laundry today. thursday i couldnt get out of my bed. friday i moved to the couch. spent all day on the computer or watching tv. but at least i was awake. way better than sleeping all of thursday. yesterday i washed some stuff, but going up ( Read more... )

so i was reading someone's lj the other day and what she wrote stuck with me. i was absolutly appalled to the point that i have been mulling it over in my head for about 3 days now ( Read more... )

all is well and as it should be. mom and daddy know all there is to know about dougs and my plans. and even if it is not acceptable, it is accpeted. so i can go with that. all plans are going forward.