So I moved out of kutztown without crying...until I got in the car. "these constant reminders in everything i see, the chance of a lifetime, what a great place to be..." But what happens to the great things that were? I don't want to leave that behind. I never really knew how much walking into a room and shouting "mike! shut up!" felt so secure ( Read more... )

Forgive me for running off to find the one thing i have to do
Each night you can fall asleep assured that someday I'll be coming home to you
These constant reminders in everything I see
The chance of a lifetime...
What a great place to be
-Don't Hate Me - The Get Up Kids

I know it's hard on you kid, but things will be fine. I promise.

So I sat and was pissed off all day that McCalister didn't call me back about my dead zip disk and lack of Illustration project, but I did get a call from mom saying I was accepted to Philadelphia University. HIZZAH! I can finally get out of this hellhole. What did I do right after the excitement ended? Took my initiation test for Phi Sigma Pi, ( Read more... )

I'm sick of people believing I'm in it for "action". I have enough problems with females that I don't really need to complicate things. In the past I've fucked up with it, but I have hopefully learned my lesson. As far as only talking to someone for a long time just because I'm trying to get ass, what are you thinking? My attention span isn't ( Read more... )

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I swear if I look like this I'm going to go shave my face off.

...shudders...

Lauren, Allison, you are good kids, and i'm so glad i know you. Drunk or not, that's the truth. Why did i write this in the live journal? This should be a journal entry.....

Working on cars for 10 hours a day makes Rick tired. Where is Jay? Why do I feel something horrible is about to happen to me. BTW, a rant shall squeeze itself out of me tomorrow...right now I'm just too tired.

All these people who say "The greatest thing in life to love and be loved in return"....apparently they've never been in love, or never fallen out of it, because as near as I can tell, the greatest thing I've ever learned is not to fall in love with someone who won't return it.

Psychosis, dilusions, paranoia, and me...in the middle. So tired...so bored...so useless ( Read more... )

Ok...it's 239 and there's another game coming on i think...the world cup has made me nocturnal. Not that i'm complaining but what the hell is up with the usa in the world cup...we're supposed to suck. This only makes me stay up for the ENTIRE NIGHT watching the game and then all the review and reactions from when they win...wtf? I've decided ( Read more... )