So I supposedly turn my back on people too quickly. Funny how I've been with someone for over 2 years, my best friend is from when I was 5, and I'm moving into an apartment with a kid who feels confident to trust our friendship after only knowing me since coming to this school. Yeah, I turn my back on people, but that's usually after they bite me ( Read more... )

I've always been a sucker for a brown eyed, punk rock girl, and for her I'd shoot the world.

I smoke too much
I drink too much
I spend too much money
I waste too much time
I change my mind too much
I love my friends too much
I own a car that's too hot
I run a life that's too much for you
You judge my life too much
You dwell too much on the past
You expect too much of me...because I don't care about your opinions of me.

Stay up or go to sleep?
Ska, or emo?
Smile or frown?
Pre-med or something else?
Believe you were right or love the choices I've made?

At least I know the answer to one of them...

she's crawing
we're falling
this is the hell that is my life
she's crying
i'm laughing
this is the hell that is my life...

Recently (tonight) I browsed through a book someone gave me a little while ago and I learned something. There are many words and phrases I have learned not to use. This is a short list, but I think it demonstrates my point ( Read more... )

"My Sweet Fracture ( Read more... )

Show me love, show me love, show me love ( Read more... )

Again a night up...i'm beginning to lose faith in sleep. I only got 18 hours of sleep this whole past week. I feel fine. Beyond that I'm bored. Jay is being jay and i can't help think that seeing him this spring break will suck. Speaking of spring, I can't wait. Yesterday and today were warm...well warmer than late Feb/ early March and it ( Read more... )

Would you take my hand?
In the deepest end
Would you stay and drown in me?