of the m o double e z.

more to come.

double e?

in 1994 i was introduced to the internet.

in 2005 i'll turn my back on it.

to everyone i met online .. to everyone who touched my heart .. thank you.

but it's time to say goodbye.

goodbye msn.
goodbye lj.
goodbye friends.

maybe i'll see you all in real life ...

i have decided it's time for me ( Read more... )

i don't have regrets. i never have. and i've always told myself i never will ( Read more... )

when i'm down, i go on a musical journey. it's all over the place with large concentrations of tool and deftones.

so i'm sitting here in my deftones shirt that krystal bought for me and listening to the deftones.

glutton for punishment?

so krystal is my new friend. best friend? i don't know. but we definitely are going to try. as a friend, i've already seen her more than i would have if we were dating. so it's good that way. and i don't feel as bad if i can't see her. so that's another good point. but it makes me laugh ( Read more... )

there was something i wanted to add but didn't feel was appropriate. i've since changed my mind ( Read more... )

i had been working on a guide of sorts. a guide to being a great boyfriend. i've since deleted it. seems pointless now. but. there are a few points i'd like to share. i'll share them and maybe even provide an example of a time when i didn't do this ( Read more... )

yes it's over. again ( Read more... )

that's right. finally. after months of watching everyone at work get sick from everything. i finally got sick ( Read more... )